Monday, June 6, 2011

word assault for love.....

its a comical poem war btwn me n my frnd.....it was done in a matter of one hour or so.....and everything was spontaneous ...lol
 
 
She walks in the beauty,like the nite
of cloudless climes and starry skies..
N all dat's best of dark n bright...
Meet her aspect n her eyes...
Thus mellowed to the tender light...
Mrinmoy Purkayastha she is an angel cutting my listless mind,
swaying my soul and letting me find...
what am i and what i will be without her,seems utterly wry...
so i behold her with promises to keep...
o my love dnt u ever dare to let me cry.....
Brahmanand Singha If tears could build d stairway...
N memories d lane...
I'd walkd all the way..
To bring ur foot down to the earth again!!
Mrinmoy Purkayastha its now or never dear ......
its time we soothe our frailing tears...
you have brought life to dis dreary sands...
how can i let u go,for whom i have waited for years........♥
Brahmanand Singha
Of the wonder god has made...
Ther's few so fair...
And that he paints in her face..
Are nvr to be reachd by u there..
Her glimpse fascinates you..
But its her charisma of few..
You are the only media..
Who will put her as spouse in my wikipedia... !
 
 
Mrinmoy Purkayastha as she texted me 2day i was filled wid joy....
i waited for her perspiring like hell...
when she turnd up ,she was looking like helen of troy..
she called me up,our eyes took a stroll..
we descended and made her chariot our toy....
   

Sunday, March 6, 2011

AM I DEAD?? (a brief discussion )


Since independence ,the advancement of india as a nation has been on the word “go”. The uproars of  “india shining”, “technology boom” and india emerging as a nuclear equipped nation has made the headlines. The socio-economic condition of the nation also has seen rapid improvements. Mass  media and information system likewise also has  been soaring high due to technological strides. General mass is now more conscious and time and time again they have voiced their reasons against any discrepancy in the system.Further the mass media has provided us with an excellent outlook to all this happenings,which can directly or indirectly effect our social existence, so kudos to them.
     But it can be termed as a matter a national ignominy in the era of wikileaks, tehelka ,RTIand many more ;our administration system has shown little interest in unveiling of all the records related to the mystery of “Netaji”. We are in complete dark about the last days of this legend, whose sacrifice for the nation cant be denied by any means. He endeavoured to ingrain in our bloods the very love for freedom,when our nation was shackled serpent like noose under the barbarian british rule.But our disinterest to probe is seriously matter of disgrace, its a matter of disrespect to this legend when the civil society in recent years have put together their acts to seek justice for ordinary people…even a dead gangster….but the issue of netaji met with a sinful apathy. We are spending in lakhs  for a criminal like ajmal kasab,commissions and CBI probe for CWG and 2-g scam but the issue of netaji is in deep waters. Trully speaking i am not trying to amplify the glitches of our system rather its an eye opener to allure them correct their stands , I agree many commissions were set up for the probe but not to any good effect. Files related to the mystery have been marked as “super secret” and perpetually hidden from our eyes .Lack of co-operation and putting up  politicaly influenced documents by the commissions has further constrainted  the results of investigation. till date no proper evidence to the death of this great Indian is there in the records. Many people even reason the view that just before the independence  a secret pact was signed wid the british government with a clause of handing over netaji if he comes back and treat him as a war-prisoner. A valiant attempt to suppress the truth and ensconcement of the possible links is in the run.  Years rolled on but the mystery never died down. Questions were raised over and again at different platforms, including Parliament. The government  tried to put up a brave face by concocting stories on taihoku plane crash and we remained passive to most extent without lending our voices.
 I enclose here some of the discrepancies of the reports of the various commissions related to netaji investigation-
Sahanawaz commission-
 The Committee included Shah Nawaz khan, A. C. Moitra and Suresh Chandra Bose(brother of netaji). The committee was appointed in December 1955 and began its work in April the next year. It submitted its report in July 1956. However, the committee was notable in that two of the members, Moitra and Bose, submitted what has since come to be called the "Dissident Report" that differed from the official report of the committee submitted by Khan to the Indian Government.
        Its a matter of fact that mr. sahanawaz later became minister of state in congress government.
Khosla commision-
The khosla commision was a one-man commission headed by Justice GD Khosla that was established in India in July 1970 to re-investigate the circumstances surrounding the supposed death of Indian war-time leader Subhas Chandra Bose. The commission sat for four years and submitted the G D Khosla report, which reached the same conclusions as those reached by the Shah Nawaz Committee in 1956.
  The G D Khosla Commision Report has been decried by its critics as one rich in rhetoric and poor in substance. Last but not the least, the report labours heavily to disprove charges that governments in independent India had not been hampering the probe into Subhas Bose's disappearance. Justice Khosla took special care to clear charges flung at Pandit Jawaharlal Nehru that somehow gained prominence during this period.
Conclusions drawn from the above mentioned commission reports-
The epitaph for the Khosla Commision Report as well as its predecessor, was written by former Prime Minister Morarji Desai on August 28, 1978 in the Lok Sabha. He said:
"The Shah Nawaz Committee and the Khosla Commission hold the report of Netaji Subhas Chandra Bose's death following a plane crash as true. Since then, reasonable doubts have been cast on the correctness in the two reports and various important contradictions in the testimony of the witnesses have been noticed.
"Some further contemporary official documentary records have also become available. In the light of those doubts and contradictions and those records, government finds it difficult to accept that the earlier conclusions are decisive.’
Mukherjee commission-
The Mukherjee Commission report was tabled in the Parliament of India on 17 May 2006. The report said that Netaji did not die in the alleged air crash of 1945 and the ashes at the Renkoji temple are not his ashes. The Govt of India has rejected the findings of the Commission, saying that it did not agree with the findings. No one cooperated in the investigation and consequently the JMC of enquiry was forced to submit its unfinished work to the home minister Shivraj Patil. The main reason for this is the non-cooperation shown by the home ministry. The dissatisfaction caused resulted in Justice Mukherjee sending the report through his secretary rather than submit it in person.
During the whole tenure of the investigation, only one country, Taiwan has shown any real cooperation. Even the Govt of India refused to share some important intelligence files under the pretext of them being sensitive. The JMC commission was formed by the former NDA Government to investigate the mystery surrounding Netaji's death at the end of world war II. The only kindness shown by the UPA Govt was to extend the commission's tenure by 6 months - from May 2005 to 14 November 2005.
 Mukheerjee commission was the first to decline the alleged death of netaji by plane crash at taihoku.But it denied the fact of existence of netaji subhash Chandra  bose as “gumnami baba aka bhagwan ji” in faizabad,though many evidences have testified this fact .  Recently i came across a link  which questioned netaji’s post independence existence (by ashok tandon).The paper has come up with many flabbergasting facts related to possible causes of dissappearence of bose and his afterlife.
  A true hero and his heroics have collected the dust with time but  we don’t seem  to look back, his spirit of freedom and words of motivation are forgotten. I agree that he is not alive anymore but he didnt deserve all dis controversies.a true legend never dies and we cant write him off.Could there be a possible trail to the mystery or we  will still negotiate the matter like dis,if it is so ,i think der is no need of any probe.His spirit will never reason “am i dead” ….jai hind
P.S-(sincere thanks to  mr. anuj dhar and his works ,sir uddipan mukherjee and saikat neogy )

AM I DEAD??

when i was a kid i used to go with my uncle for marketing every sunday.mine is a small  town bordering bangladesh which used to be a part of sylhet district before independence.On my way to the bazaar, there is a bronze statue of an energetic young man with his finger pointing as if he was directing someone,and was set up at the very entrance of our local bazaar ,i alwayz used to ponder why he is pointing like disand to whom?but i never came up with a satisfying answer.finally one day i asked my uncle who he was??.My uncle smiled nd told me he is "netaji".the very next day he bought me a book on netaji,i was dimmed off bcoz i hated studying back den and it alwayz seemed a headache to me.with much difficulty i finally made inroads to d book and thats how i started eroding my idol,my idea of a perfect man.
       As i grew up i came to know more about him ,his ideals,his idea of free india .the stories even failed fairy tales .i used to wonder did he really existed or not.slowly i became a hard core fan of dis legend.in midst of all dis one thing that alwayz vexed my thoughts was his mysterical taihoku plane crash and the various stories related to it. It is believed that he died in that crash bt still no documents in evidence of his death in plane has been put forward. The Japanese plane he was travelling on had engine trouble and when it crashed Bose was badly burned, dying in a local hospital four hours later. His body was then cremated.The lack of a body has led to many theories have been put forward concerning his possible survival.Netaji was the foremost among Indian leaders to advocate complete independence for india. And for the freedom of his motherland from the shakles of barbarian british rule,he resorted to all possible means starting from entering into active politics with INC ,formation of swaraj party,alliance with the enemies of the british during the second world war including seeking help from fuhrer just charterises his agony for freedom .He was sent to jail 11 times by the british government.But he was adamant and his moves were visionary,he believed in eye for an eye.Due to this he collided with m.k Gandhi and resigned from the post of president of INC.In this quest of freedom he fled from house arrest , landed in japan and formed Indian national army with the help of imperial Japanese assistance.He led this army which was initially successful in capturing some frontiers after making in roads through the north east india,bt later it failed to keep this momentum and ultimately had to retreat due to unevitable circumstances.
   But the sad part of the story is that the man “netaji”,who took so much pain for us,grained in our bloods the love for independence  and due to whom we are enjoying a better livelihood couldnt put up his existence in soverign india .we failed him as a leader,its a matter of national ignominy  that a person who abandoned all the comforts of civil life for our sake ,his death and the mysterical stories related are still being left alone. The investigations are still in deep water and the indifferent attitude of the central government in the probe is praiseworthy. Many commisions were set up starting from shahnawaz commitee to mukheerjee,eveytime they came up with new results but somehow it never concurred with our views. I personally dont want to single out the glitches of the system but want them to be more specific and concise in their inferences. Till i landed up here in kolkata for my graduation,i didnt had a proper insight to these matter and still many more spheres of life of my idol remains unexplored. But out here when i came through the writings of our beloved teacher sir uddipan mukherjee,mr.anuj dhar and the links provided by saikat neogy ,a voice inside me just shouted its time we all should take a toll on the matter and if possible provide a breakthrough by raising our voices. Recently i came across a link  which questioned netaji’s post independence existence (by ashok tandon).The paper has come up with many astonishing facts related to possible causes of dissappearence of bose and his afterlife.
 Since independence india has make rapid strides in development in every arena.it is now one of the respected nations of the world and we proudly announce ourselves as the biggest democracy,but the hero and his heroics have collected the dust wid time, we dont dare to look back, his spirit of freedom and words of motivation are forgotten. I agree that he is not alive anymore but he didnt deserve all dis controversies.A true legend never dies and we cant write him off. So at this juncture my call to my fellow country men is a famous quote of swami vivekananda “Arise!Awake!and Stop not till the goal is reached”. Just seize every possible opportunity leading to the trail and solve the mystery to provide justice to his contributions.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

le désir(desire)


Flown through my eyes,
you grained in my thoughts,
belle,captivating were ur looks
suave were  thy  moves,
rampanting my emotions...
i soared high relenting my fetters
standing  on the lonely street
i waited with bated breath..
wanted to convey  my love
 i knew i would be lacking in words
but will you turn up in this twilight blur?
to feel the love of  boy from mars...

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

P.S.I LOVE YOU


My cell has been buzzing since midnight.My inbox is crowded with messages.But i am not interested to get into it,i just want to run away .Sense of desperation and dejection have captured my troubled soul.Anyway i dont think its gonna be possible,in sometime my house will be flooded with guests and relatives as today is my birthday.To add more flairs to this occasion ,holi ,the celebrated festival of colours coincidentally matched the dates.Very soon i gonna be pampered and the centre of attraction .Its a kind of day which i look forward to every year ,enjoying the limelight,but not this time round. Desole everyone,i want to be alone and enjoy serenity to feel my pain,lost in my own hell.On the contrary it could have  been a rocking day for me ,soaring high in elation and cutting the wires loose.Moreover with the festival of colours in unison punching flairs to it,instead it has been sucking high time....
      Lets get into the scenario which has led to all this .Last night while returning from tutions i had a chat with her as usual.love was in the air for me.Finally when we were nearing her house she wished me happy birthday in advance and asked what i wanted as a gift.I was overwhelmed with joy and thanked her.I was just waiting for this opportune moment for ages  like a tiger who is about to pounce on its prey.I looked into her dark deep eyes which always created tremors in my core and made me go nuts,i went down on my knees and  mumbled "i want you , my love".I went on wid a steady voice explaining how much i adore her and what she means to me.She was dumb struck for a moment or so, but then with her captivating smile and soothing words took charge of the situation lulling my soul .Little did i know what was coming next from this enthralling beauty .she retarded down on me and reasoned her constraints in the relationship.I was heartbroken,my long nurtured dream to be by her side were treaded.I felt like deserted and devastated .Atlast she wished me goodnight and left consoling me not to think about the incident. Her words still kept lingering in my ears.Those words just seemed like a mockery of fate with me.I raised myself ,gathered and ultimately left for home.
  Its 10 o'clock in the morning  and i am feeling f****ing low,everything around me seemed in disarray.Guests and friends have started to stream in by now.All wishing me prosperity and best of luck.Outside only the whole neighbourhood was  celebrating  with a lot of joy and verve,gulal and pichkaris were being fired  at random.My parents and near and dear ones were already surprised by my strange behaviour,today they wanted  me to feel special.I  realised that i should not deny them and felt the utilityof the lines " life moves on and it always deserves a second chance".I dint want my parents to feel low for me and so i decided to shed off  my gloomy mood.I went outside and instilled myself in the colourful ambience , i dint want them or me to lose the colours of life on such a colourful day just because of a refusal from a girl.That doesnt mean i fled from the field of love.My honest  strive to draft you in my life will persistent and will bore fruit one day.So my love, on this colour filled i pronounce to add more colours to your life and make it more cherishable.So next time round when i propose you "i love you ".Will you say the same??????

N.B-Here p.s.refers to please say....

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

fragmentation



  adieu may dear friend...
  its time we part our ways ...
  it has been a long cherishable journey ...
  we will not mop,nor sob or mourn...
  n get on d move for our future concern...
  
  from my childhood days ,
  when i gained my senses
  you were always der
  to participate in all my offences
  and mischievious pranks creating nuisance ...
 
  a lot of such happy unions wid u,
  when just run across my memory stands
  my heart leaps and longs to
  relive dose wonderlands...
 
  i remember how often we used to get into frays
  in order to establish our foolish regimes..
  those small trifles and foolish fights
  actually contributed more flair 2 our bygone days..
 
  'time and tide waits for none'
   its true my friend,so get off d blocks
   but when u sit down alone one day
   and recapitulate the past,
   hope dat our memories do not collect d rust.
   this friendship of ours may stand the test of time
   reaches new heights and remains sublime.....